I am the most wretched person on Earth
How sad and sorrowful
Sweat of fatigue on my brow
Fear and death,
Friend and foe,
All lie in ambush
I am dazed and astonished
The Rawi and the madman
I exist yet I am drunk,
Drunk yet aware
Hidden yet exposed,
In flight and escape
My state is ruined and weak,
Seeking to uncover the secret and open a door
I roam the Earth like the air,
Like a hawk
But,
Everywhere is closed and sealed,
Everyone is tired and weary
The bird of grief, savior of tears,
Sits in my throat
The ill-omened owl, this unlucky crow,
How it laughs at our plight
It was night,
Yet night came
Everywhere without light, dark, cold,
Everything humiliated and lowly
Everyone went to sleep,
Sleep of delight,
Like the companions of the cave
As if they had slept for years,
Hands off life
Why can I not sleep,
Why can I not escape the cold of night
Why does the spark in my heart not fade,
Why am I not freed from the chill of this night
Why is everything around me a barrier
Why is my fate here unfulfilled
Why am I restless like a fish
Why is youth so distant from me
Why am I old,
My heart is old
Why am I blind,
My heart is blind
O God, I have become,
Drunk and bewildered
In this endless world
O God, grant me healing,
Apply a remedy to this wounded heart
O God, how long must injustice continue
How long must this life be fickle!
O God, pull me to comfort
Destroy me and make me more ruined
For I cannot bear to see a tear,
I have no voice to speak
Everywhere, every moment, oppression flows
Everywhere, nightly theft occurs
Every person brings shame and deceit
Every path leads to pain and ruin
O God, wherever You are,
Send a call
O God, send only one,
A single voice
For love, light, and sublime joy
I ask of You,
This is my prayer
Make people stand in line like soldiers
Hold them within walls
With oppression, let there be a story of injustice
So that no one will raise their voice again
O God, this sorrowful heart of the Rawi,
Has never seen joy or delight
Has never seen these in its soul and spirit
Not only am I sad within this collective,
But the whole assembly,
Like me, is sorrowful

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